The sanctuary of Saint Albert in Germantown was abuzz as Ed Penn entered the church alone. Rather than walking down the aisle like he would have if his daughter, Lisa was on his arm, he scooted over to the side aisle and briskly marched up, his wife with a look of terror on her face, having risen out of the pew to see what the delay was. Ed nodded to her to join him, and she did so, hyperventilating, knowing it wasnβt going to be good. The groom, Louie Blakemore, stepped down from his place at the altar to meet them, confusion replaced by knowledge leading to a broken heart. Lisa had apparently stood him up.
βDo you want me to say something?β Ed asked.
βSay what? What happened?β Louie asked. βI just talked to her an hour ago.β
Deciding to rip the bandage off the wound in one fell swoop, Ed chose to tell the truth.
βSheβs still in love with Oscar,β he said. Martha gasped, breaking down in tears. βSheβs left with him.β
βYou canβt tell this crowd,β she cried. βItβll be a mob scene out of Frankenstein without the torches and pitchforks.β
βIβm leaving,β Louie said, pale. βTell them whatever you want.β
He ran out of the side door, leaving the job to Ed. Louieβs mother and father followed him out of the building, first telling Ed the reception would go on, to please let the crowd know.
βCome with me, Mother,β he said gently, offering Martha his arm, knowing what this was costing her.
Holding her head up was so hard as the tears came. She wanted to run out the side door and go home to bed. They climbed the steps to the pulpit together. The priest offered the microphone.
βStop that infernal playing,β Martha cried to the organist and the music abruptly stopped, the last notes echoing throughout the vast space.
Handing Martha his handkerchief, Ed focused on her needs for a moment to get composed, his arm around her shoulder, patting her. Finally, the stood as a couple united at the pulpit, looking out over the congregation. He didnβt recognize one soul, only seeing a bunch of grim looking strangers in dress-up clothes. The heat up at the pulpit was exponentially worse than down in the pews and heβd make sure the trustees knew that something needed to be done about the antiquated air conditioning at the next meeting.
βEd, spit it out,β Martha hissed, elbowing him, not applying the same gentleness he was showing her.
βFriends and family, as you can probably tell, weβre not having a wedding here today,β he said, rubbing his side where his wife had jabbed him. βLisa has changed her mind and I agree now is the time to do it.
βWe are going to continue on with the reception at two because itβs bought and paid for. By that time, I hope to have all the gifts over to Blakemore Farm where they will be returned to you. Thank you to the Blakemore family.
βPlease give these young people your love and compassion at this difficult time.β
He helped Martha move to the stairs as she howled an audible sob. Their other girls circled around them, friends and family giving them room as they moved to the side door leading to the parking lot.
βIβm so sorry!β a voice called out.
βNo one died,β Ed yelled. βKeep it in perspective.β
βWhat now?β daughter Mary asked.
βLetβs get your mother home and get out of these clothes. Iβm all for blowing the diet today. Howβs pizza sound?β
βPerfect,β Mary said. βWeβll see you at home.β
***
While the Penn family quickly made their way back home, their youngest daughter, Lisa was on the back of Oscar Butlerβs motorcycle, holding the train of her wedding dress out of the way of the mechanism of the bike, an arm around Oscar, feeling freer and more alive than she had in weeks. Two blocks from the church, Oscar came to a stop and got off the bike. He had to kiss Lisa. They held on to each other, crying through the kiss, murmuring apologies.
βLisa, I love you so much,β Oscar sobbed, holding her face. βIβm so sorry I drove you away.β
βNo! Itβs my fault,β she cried. βIβll try to make it up to you.β
βWhat should be do?β he asked.
βLetβs just be together,β she said.
βDo you want to go to my place?β
When she nodded, he drove to the apartment above his motorcycle repair shop.
Theyβd come so close to getting married themselves months earlier, but due to a series of misunderstandings and miscommunication, Lisa broke up with Oscar, breaking his heart. Her mother had introduced her to Dr. Louis Blakemore, whoβd fallen in love with her immediately, to Lisaβs familyβs delight. Theyβd never cared for Oscar, referring to him as a dumb grease monkey behind Lisaβs back.
After Oscar had rescued Lisa in her wedding dress at the church, theyβd retrieved her honeymoon suitcase, filled with beachwear.
βWhere were you going for your honeymoon?β Oscar asked, holding up a bikini top.
He sat on his bed while she looked through her suitcase for something to wear, eager to get out of the expensive wedding dress.
βBermuda,β Lisa answered, pointing to the zipper at the back of the dress. βIβm so relieved I donβt have to get on a plane.β
βSo I saved the day for more than one reason,β Oscar said, teasing her as he unzipped her wedding dress. βIβm going to call Brenda and Larry right now while you change. You donβt have to get on a plane to get to the Jersey shore.β
Brenda and Larry were friends who had a beach house at the shore, and heβd beg them to hand over the keys for a long weekend. They were thrilled to let Oscar and Lisa use the house, cheering that the couple had reconciled.
Lisa stepped out of the beautiful dress, laying it across Oscarβs bed. Waves of hot shame and regret flowed over her body at the realization of what sheβd doneruining lives in her wake. She couldnβt imagine what was taking place at the church, trusting her father to have made the best decision. Now if she could only make up to Oscar the betrayal, hurt and shame.
Unhooking garters, she rolled stockings down her legs and was in that position when Oscar returned from making the call. βThey said the house is ours,β Oscar said, standing in his bedroom doorway after sheβd gotten out of the wedding dress, Lisa in a lacy bra and panties.
βThat dress is really something,β he said, pointing to it.
βMy mother wanted it,β she said. βItβs not my style.β
Either was Louie Blakemore. Lisa studied Oscarβs face, saw the yearning and his eyes, and reached for him. They came together, Lisa standing on her toes to reach Oscarβs lips. As they kissed, muscle memory clicked in, remembering what the others lips felt like, how perfectly their mouths fit together, the line of their bodies melding. The only thing they didnβt know is what total intimacy was like, because Oscar had been too afraid. But he wasnβt afraid now.
βI want you,β he whispered. βIβve thought of you every minute of everyday.β
βI want you, too,β Lisa replied. βIβve never stopped wanting you.β
They kissed again, Oscarβs hands running over her body, touching her in places heβs never allowed himself to touch before.
βI wish we could stay here this weekend, but Iβm afraid weβll be bothered by all our nosey friends.β
βI guess we should probably get on the road then,β Lisa whispered. βWhere do we have to go to get the key?β
βThey live in Society Hill. Weβll swing by their brownstone on the way out of town. Iβm taking the Walt Whitman Bridge, the quickest way to their shore house. All I want to do is get there and get you in bed.β
Running his hands over her strong back, memorizing the lines of her body made him thing of the mistakes heβd made when they were first together. Heβd wanted everything to be perfect between them, including not having sex until they were married. And in planning it, he made one slip-up and that was not including Lisaβs wishes in the strategy.
Filled with regret, he concentrated on not crying again. Theyβd both been with other people during their break up. How would they overcome that?
Holding her tight, he whispered in her ear. βCan you forgive me?β
βOscar, of course, thereβs nothing to forgive. Can you forgive me?β
βItβs the same thing for me, Lisa, thereβs nothing to forgive. Iβm scared we wonβt be able to overcome what happened. If your father hadnβt warned me, this would be a much different outcome.β
βSo thatβs how you knew. Youβre timing was perfect,β she said. βFive minutes later and I would have been walking down the aisle.β
βThat wouldnβt have stopped me,β he said. βWe have a lot to talk about. Letβs go.β
He led her to the truck and opened the door for her, throwing their bags in the back of the cab. They were flying by the proverbial seat of their pants. Sometime soon, Lisa was going to have to talk to Louie who she felt horrible about humiliating. Her goal right then was not to let guilt about Louie interfere with reconciliation with Oscar.
Her mother, Martha would survive, but Lisa realized the damage to the relationship due to the embarrassment sheβd caused her might make the rift irreparable. If Martha said one more unkind thing to say about Oscar, it would mark the end of their relationship.
Oscar slid onto the bench seat next to Lisa, and reached for her hand, pulling her next to him.
βThis weekend is ours,β Oscar said, determined to stop obsessing. βWeβll deal with anything unpleasant on Tuesday.β
βHowβd you know Iβm worrying?β
βIβm doing it too. I can see the wheels turning,β he said. βWeβre human, Lisa. You did what you thought would make everyone happy, me included. The hard part is going to be not letting what happened in the past ruin our weekend and ultimately, our future. We have to work at staying in the moment.β He chuckled, looking over at her staring at him. βI read that in a book.β
βI thought so,β she said, laughing. βIt sort of sounds like something Terry might say.β
βRight, Terry,β he said, frowning. βDo you mind if we run up to the house and tell her? Sheβll be hurt if she hears this from Brenda.β
Terry Kovac was currently Oscarβs landlady, but also through a complicated series of relationships, one of his closest friends. She was devastated when Oscar and Lisa broke up.
βItβs probably too late,β Lisa said. βBut sure, letβs go.β
They got out of the truck and held hands walking up to the house. Terry heard the truck door close and waited for them, holding one year old Elizabeth.
βOskie,β Elizabeth squeaked, pointing.
Terry held the door for them, eyes bright with excitment, and Elizabeth reached out for Oscar who took her in his arms, giving her a kiss on the cheek.
βIβm so happy,β Terry said, hugging Lisa. βIβm sorry for what youβve gone through, but so happy youβre back together again.β
βI guess Brenda called?β Oscar asked, smiling.
βShe sent me a text while you were talking to Larry,β Terry replied. βYou know we have no secrets around the eight of us.β
βNine,β Oscar said, bouncing Elizabeth on his hip. βWeβll be back Monday after lunch.β
βYou should stay longer,β Terry said. βThey canβt use it until next weekend anyway.β
βIβve got unfinished business to take care of,β Lisa replied.
βAnd I want to marry Lisa right away,β Oscar said, smiling down at a beaming Lisa. βCan we still do it here?β
βOf course! Weβre ready when you are. My husband will be thrilled.β
βWhere is Alex anyway?β Oscar asked.
βHeβs in a race today. They donβt allow strollers, so the Queen and I are here alone.β
βRight, I forgot. Tell him our news when he gets home,β Oscar said, handing Elizabeth back. Thank you for everything.β
Terry leaned forward and kissed Oscar on the cheek again. Lisa couldnβt help but notice that Oscar and Terry had gotten awfully cozy since the last time she saw them interact.
Oscar would tell Lisa about the support Terry and Alex had given him after she left, making sure he ate, that he was rarely alone when the crushing pain of losing her made him consider taking his own life.
But not today. Today and the weekend were about love. Oscar glanced over at Lisa from time to time while they were saying goodbye, letting her presence sink in. He truly didnβt think this day would ever come.
They got back in the truck, holding hands while he drove into Center City to stop by Brenda and Larryβs brownstone. The familiar cityscape brought Lisa so much joy, and now that she was sharing it with Oscar, she couldnβt imagine ever thinking sheβd be content in a marriage to a man she didnβt love.
βYou know I didnβt love him, donβt you?β she asked.
βI hoped you didnβt. What did you plan on doing that could keep you in a relationship with him?β
Cringing, Lisa knew she had to be honest with Oscar and that the repercussions might ruin the weekend.
βI thought we were going to let the past stay in the past,β she answered.
Oscar laughed. βThatβs true, but we do sort of owe each other some information. If it pops up later, it might be harder to deal with.β
βDid you love that woman you were involved with?β
Lisa had heard from Larry, who was a physician at the same hospital where Lisa worked as a nurse, that Oscar was in a serious relationship with the receptionist at the law office where his wife, Brenda and Terry both practiced.
βAh, youβre avoiding the topic,β he answered. βNo, I didnβt love her. I liked her, but I couldnβt love her because I was in love with you.β
βI like that answer,β Lisa said, putting her head on his shoulder. βIt was the same with me. I planned on throwing my energy into restoring the house we bought. Itβs my dream house, but when I was there working on it, it made me miserable because it wasnβt yours, too. Iβll be content to live in my row house with you.β
βLisa, we can get a bigger house. It just wonβt be right away. Iβll save money and when we have enough, weβll buy one, okay? Donβt give up your dream.β
βOkay, I wonβt. It was a stupid reason to marry him. My mother loved him. Sheβs probably in bed, moaning right now.β
βYes, Martha is not my fan,β Oscar said, grimacing.
βUnless she crawls to us on her knees, we never have to see her again.β
βYouβve got to have a relationship with your mother,β Oscar said. βShe wonβt bother me.β
βWeβll see,β Lisa said. βItβs possible she wonβt speak to me and thatβs fine. I donβt want to think about her.β
Arriving at Brenda and Larryβs house on Pine Street in Society Hill, as Oscar expected, there was no place to park on the street.
βIβll hop out,β Lisa said.
Oscar double parked and Lisa got out of the truck. Brenda and Larry heard the truck and ran to the door, Brenda meeting her on the sidewalk.
βIβm so happy,β Brenda shouted, grabbing her in a hug. βI was so sad to have to let you go.β
βI know, Iβm sorry,β Lisa said, hugging her back. βThank you for the house this weekend.β
A car pulled up behind Oscarβs truck.
βYouβd better go. Weβll all get together soon,β Brenda said, letting go of Lisa who ran back to the truck, waving and smiling at the waiting car.
Brenda went back into the house. βWell, theyβre back together,β she said. βI dread work on Monday.β
βWhy?β Larry asked.
βWell, because his former girlfriend, Corinne is our receptionist, thatβs why. I wonder if he told her yet.β
When Oscar made the decision he was going to go to the church to get Lisa on Saturday, he had called Corinne right away. Although his friends knew that Lisa was getting married, no one had the heart to tell Oscar about the wedding, thinking it wouldnβt help the situation.
But Lisaβs father, Ed Penn had had a heart-to-heart with Lisa days before the wedding and found out that she was still in love with Oscar. Ed decided to do an intervention, as he called it. Going straight to Oscarβs motorcycle repair garage on Friday, Ed confronted him, telling him that Lisa loved with him, and that the wedding was at noon the next day.
Stewing about it for hours, Oscar finally remembered Corinne. βI was getting worried,β she said when he called. βYouβre usually down here by now on a Friday night.β
βIβm sorry. Iβm not coming. I wasnβt sure until just now.β
βWhat happened?β she asked, but her heart sunk, Brenda having told her about Oscarβs old girlfriend getting married that weekend.
They were having coffee and Brenda decided to tell her about Lisaβs engagement because secretly, she wanted Corinne to tell Oscar, hoping heβd do something about it, confront Lisa, or at least contact her.
βOscarβs old girlfriend is getting married,β Brenda had said. βIβm just warning you because Iβm sure heβs going to be upset when he finds out.β
βGee thanks, Brenda. I had myself convinced he was over her.β
βIβm sure he is,β Brenda had replied. βBut itβs a process, you know? Once he hears, heβll deal with the news. I just wanted you to know.β
But Corinne never said a word to Oscar about it. He seemed fine, until that Friday. When he didnβt show up, and then the call, she knew they were through.
βCorinne, Iβm going to try to get Lisa back. I still love her. Youβve been great. We had some great times, too. Iβm not getting over her like I should be. If it doesnβt work out, Iβm still not sure you and I would have any kind of future together, and Iβve strung you along long enough.β
Breathing into the phone, Corinneβs emotions ran the gamut. βI donβt feel strung along.β
She waited, but he didnβt respond. βSo I guess this is you saying, βFuck off, Corinne.β
βSort of,β he replied. βIβm sorry.β
βFuck off, Oscar,β she said, and hung up.
He didnβt think of Corinne again. On Saturday morning, he got up early, shaved and showered, and waited, drinking coffee and watching the clock. At eleven thirty, he went around to the church and hung out in the parking lot of a small convenience store on Germantown Avenue. It was going to be a nice day for July, the sun bright but not too hot yet. At eleven fifty, he got a text from Ed Penn that he was getting ready to walk Lisa into the church. It was now or never. Oscar started up the bike, pulling in front of the driveway just as Lisa and her father left the parking lot of the church.
Watching her, the shock on her face, and then the joy, kissing Ed and running toward Oscar, he sputtered, laughing and crying at the same time. Lisa threw herself at him. They clung to each other.
βWeβd better get away from the church,β she said, and Oscar helped her get on the motorcycle, pulling her dress around so she could hold onto it.
They waved goodbye to Ed before Oscar took off the few blocks toward her row house. Later, Lisa said she knew as they rode down the street that people were moved in some way by the girl in the wedding dress on the back of a bike. She wondered what they were thinking β if it was obvious she was running away from something, or toward it perhaps she and Oscar were headed to their own wedding.
Glancing out the window above his bed, she saw the leafy green tree tops of the woods behind the barn.
βI wish we never had to leave,β she said. βIβd hang out right here.β
But he didnβt want to stay in town. The danger of their friends and family converging with all their questions and advice was a scary threat, so they headed to the shore. Traffic was heavy, the usual shore traffic on a Saturday afternoon. They had the windows down in his truck, and the closer they got to the beach, the stronger the smell of the sea. In her white T-shirt and hair blowing in the wind, she looked like an angel to Oscar.
βThank you so much,β she said reaching for his hand. βThis is perfect. This is exactly what I wanted.β
He took her hand to his lips and kissed it, his facial hair tickling her, familiar and comforting. βWeβll stop at the next store we see and get provisions so we donβt need to leave again. I have no idea what they keep in supply.β
They wandered through the freezing cold air conditioning of the grocery store, hand in hand, putting whatever looked appetizing into their basket. Lingering at the deli counter, they ordered a pound of enough cheese and lunchmeat to last a week. Theyβd exist on sandwiches and chips and ice cream. Oscar food.
Lisa was in awe. βThey have beachfront? Jeesh, must be nice.β Immediately sorry she said it, she was relieved that Oscar didnβt take it wrong, forgetting for a minute that with Oscar, she could say most anything and be herself. It was with Louie that she had to be careful.
βThis is when having rich friends come in handy. I know Larry and Brenda worked their asses off. But we canβt all be doctors and lawyers.β
βYou are so right,β she said. βItβs not over the top, either. Itβs just a nice beach house with a fabulous location.β
They put the groceries away and then Oscar locked the front door. Taking Lisa by the hand, he led her to the back of the house to the bedroom heβs used when he took Corinne there, although he wouldnβt tell Lisa that. After placing their bags on the floor, he turned to her, and kissed her, pulling her shirt up.
βWhat are you doing?β she asked, giddy with excitement.
βIβm undressing you,β he said. βI think weβve waited long enough.β
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This is a very successful series for Suzanne. Thanks so much for sharing her new release, Viv!
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You’re very welcome, Jacquie! I’m glad I could spread the word for her!
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